Today is a day for random LJ Notifications.

* unfriended and refriended by my darling ketchup mayo tuna salad (I HATE YOU BECAUSE YOU UNFRIENDED ME BECAUSE I ASKED YOU TO BECAUSE YOU HATE ME (but you friended me back so I love you again, hi))

* friended by someone I love and respect from support (hi!)

* friended by someone I adore and respect from comm days (hi!)

* invited to pinoy_yaoi (I love the userinfo of this comm (it makes me go "EEEEH! :DD! Wanna join!") but work/life/support sucks up so much of my time, that I'd just lurk and then gradually fade away D:)

* one more notification I'm waiting for and crossing my fingers, but morning was so long ago and hazy, I wouldn't be surprised if I imagined it. I didn't imagine it, it was real. Details when my heart starts beating again, and my brain unmushes itself, and my fingers don't shake, but eeeeeeh :) So basically, I got the good news just after I woke up, and then again the same good news just before I head to bed, and it still has the power to make me high. Trying to suppress my squeeing, so I don't wake up my sister, but cannot stop my foot from waving behind me (and occasionally thumping on my pillow -- quietly)

PS. Feel a wave of nostalgia coming on. Trying to suppress it ;)

In bad shape

Oh dear.

I forgot to sleep earlier (by the time I realized it was late, it was almost five a.m., and I needed to get up by six.) And then I forgot my wallet, so no lunch for me today. On the good side, I remembered to bring tissue paper! So at least today will be hygienic.

Despite the tissue paper, I'm weak and tired and hungry and sleepy and gradually becoming less coherent and more irritable, and I can't stop rambling (in my mind at least) because I'm too tired to control myself. Cannot wait to go home. Six more hours to go.

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How come the bartering system isn't common any more? Of the things I'm willing to part with in exchange for food I have, in my bag, a slightly stained shirt, wrinkled (but non-sweaty!) jogging pants, an unopened of tissue, several feminine napkins, random receipts, and a half-empty package of oil-control film paper. Surely at least one of these is worth foooood?

Update
Was able to borrow money from a friend (51 pesos!), and had a decent lunch. I feel much better now. Still sleepy, but I can take my mind off that by doing internet stuff ;)